(dark tattooed and handsome), but act like this,
So lately I've gone down a different road, I've given the nice guy a shot again, probably the nicest guy ever a shot again. Blast from the past came back into my life and I thought what the hell you. Now this was the first guy I ever really liked back in the day (middle school) and we had that middle school relationship then it was done, he's literally the nicest dude on the planet. I threw myself into "liking" the kid just to see if I was missing something as far as this whole nice guy thing goes. Turns out I wasn't. He's lovely and he was in the middle of his "it's not you it's me" speech when I just started laughing, which did not go over great but was my reaction. I adore him and I am happy he is back in my life but not in any way but as a friend.
I realized with this whole experience, I deserve to still be picky, I don't have to settle, and I have my shit together for a 25 year old single lady and anyone who doesn't, doesn't deserve me! I have a type, and it is evolving into something more along the lines of my Dad which I LOVE. My independence has to be worth giving up for someone one day, and that day is not today.
Bottom line, don't force it, feel it......